Alpha Bitch? Me?

Dear Friends, It’s a dark and stormy night in Baltimore, and a hint of winter permeates the air.  My mood is as sulky as the weather. I am annoyed that someone- today- a male uber driver gave me the facial expression of what would amount to being called a bitch. …

The Big O and Porno

Dear Friends, Tonight, I am writing about pornography and orgasms and oh what the hell penis size. I personalIy have not watched porn in years, but when I did, the women were super skinny  with enormous breasts. The men were buffed and had enormous penises. Those iconic images is one …

Playing Ophelia.

Dear Friends, In Shakespeare’s play Hamlet, Ophelia his fiancĂ© has sex with him before they are married. She does this because she was willing to do almost anything in order to marry Hamlet. Ophelia sleeps with Hamlet even though its against her personal and religious beliefs. Instead of winning Hamlet, …

Sex Sex Sex Addict.

Dear Readers, I have dated a man who is a recovering  crack cocaine  addict, but an undisclosed sex addict. Don’t smirk yet. The idea of a man up and ready for sex may sound like a good thing, it is not. First let me define what constitutes a sexual addiction. …

The Last Day.

Dear Readers, Today was the last day of summer. Grey clouds and cool temperatures marked the day of my Father’s funeral. I had a beautiful day today. I saw family that I had not seen in years. I was greeted and hugged by friends who came to show their love …

This Makes No Sense.

Dear Readers, Current events have triggered past emotional traumas and my responses have me running back to therapy.Whenever I feel abandoned and betrayed I strike out.  Not physically, but verbally. The intensity of my anger combined with my verbal acquity is my version of slice and dice. People tell me …